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Well..i do not knw hw to describe myself.. bt for sure, i have an attitude problem. Always do or say things without thinking and can be sarcastic at times. All in all, i'm a hard nut to crack apart from always being at sixes and sevens :)

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Friday, February 26, 2010
*sigh* I just don't know where should i start. Currently not in the mood for anything. Just lost a friend. A special one. No one can ever replace her. I admit its my own stupidity. How i wish i could rewind back the time and ensure all this to never happens. Its my own loss. I really regret it a lot. If u were to know, I was truly sorry for what i did and i know saying sorry is not good enuf. It was a grave mistake tt theres nothing i cud do to make up for it. I deserves it.
You don't have to change ur no. I won't msg u anymore if tts wt u want. Im sorry for being a nuisance there.
Since i'm always tempted to text her whenever i see my phone, i decided to switch it off and place it under piles of folded clothes in my wardrobe. I will start using my phone again when school start on 12th of april 2010. I'll be busy with school then and i won't get the chance to text her. Hopefully there'll be enuf distraction for me whn school start. To the others, i'm sorry i have to resort to this. I hope u guys understand. In case of emergency, email me or call my home no.
I am v depress about this whole thing. But i don't want to be a loser sitting one corner crying all day. Therefore, i'll keep myself busy doing housework and stuff. I have to. Tears do welled up in my eyes at times in the day. When tt happens, i'll clench my fist, grit my teeth n say "i hv to b strong" repeatedly. It works yesterday and hopefully it will till i start school. By night time i'll be too tired to think of anything and just go to sleep. If ever i find myself crying before sleep, i'll quickly grab my sis's ipod or mum's radio. I hope it helps. Else i'll find other ways to stop myself from crying before sleep.


I really want u back, but i know, theres no more chance left for me. -.-"
*sigh*
Again, i'm saying i'm truly sorry... ~.~"