Well..i do not knw hw to describe myself.. bt for sure, i have an attitude problem. Always do or say things without thinking and can be sarcastic at times.
All in all, i'm a hard nut to crack apart from always being at sixes and sevens :)
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
A week has passed and it felt like a year has passed.. ugh.. I'm bored..VERY!.. *sigh* No friends to go out with..cos they're either busy with their poly stuff or simply working as a part/full timer.. pff.. The worse thing is that I think I've gained weight..cos i swear staying at home makes me hungry every single minute.. I'm not exaggerating..really.. ~.~" .. And I'm really annoyed cos yesterday's outing was cancelled as angel was not feeling well.. *sigh* Get Well Soon aites.. :)Losing a handphone is not fun at all cos you lose a part of you.. (contacts, pictures, and things that kept u entertained whenever you're bored like music, videos and games..) Next year it'll be new friends, new teachers, new environment and new phone!! haha..
hmm..talking about new friends..I'm really afraid that I won't get a friend like fyre.. She's really special and different in many ways..and I thanked God for letting me met and befriend such a wonderful person like her..I really appreciate it soo much.. :D .. She never skip her prays, religiously educated, happy go lucky (in a gd way), high taste, honest, loyal, give perfect sensible opinions.. Most IMPORTANTLY, she NEVER go clubbing or drinking!!.. I can't say that the reason is because she wear a headscarf..cos there's this friend of mine whom her brother claims that, "you don't be surprise to find that there'll be people who goes clubbing despite wearing tudung or having a decent look. N don't think that these people is not religiously educated." I was really taken aback when my friend told me this.. They say it's A TREND.. huh?! You've gotta be kidding me people.. So are you telling me that if dropping out of school is a trend, u guys would do it?! Whoa!! ROUND OF APPLAUSE FOR YOU!! All I could say is that u must be a really SELFISH person.. I know it's your own future and i shouldn't interfere in any way but have you guys gave a thought to your parents? They've worked hard day till night everyday and sometimes worked overtime so that the extra money could be use to pay for your tuition fees n bla bla bla.. I really pity them.. -.-"
I saw a mother entered a bikini shop together with her daughter.. Waah.. Worse thing is that the mother wears a headscarf!; a muslim! People praying only when they need help from God.. People change their religion cos of their boyfriends then when everything is over between them, they revert back to their original religion.. Seriously, what do u take God for? uggh.. LISTEN..religion is NOT a game/ a toy where you change your religion as and when u like!!.. What are this people doing?.. I just CAN'T seem to understand their way of thinking.. really.. *sigh*
The modern world is too westernise now but still that should'nt be a reason for you to do things like that.. As a muslim i'm sure u guys knew what's right and what's wrong especially when God have gave you a brain of your own to THINK!! I know it's just a part of our body but still there's a reason for every part of it.. e.g. teeth to CHEW..have you ever imagined how is it like to not have them?; you won't know what is crunchy/crispy like..your food will be water based food.. boring right? cos there's no variety in your food.. -.-" So we should be thankful that we are born perfect in a way that we are not born handicap like some people out there.. Consider yourself lucky.. I'm not trying to scare you but you'll never know when is your last day on earth..
I admit no one is born perfect.. But it's up to the individuals whether they want to do something about it or merely being ignorant to it.. For me, i'm still changing to be a better person..In fact there's a saying that goes,
"There is nothing wrong with change if it's in the right direction."
~ Winston Churchill
If there's anyone out there 'terase' i'm sorry but don't be 'perasan' aites.. I'm just saying this in GENERAL.. If u don't agree with what i've said prove me wrong then.. (:
"To know what is right and not to do it is the worse cowardice."
~ Confucius