my life

Egg-cited! ^.^

2010-10-30T22:34:00.002+08:00

Im soo lovin my new heels! ♥
Went to phillips carnival at Toa Payoh jz nw n bought myself an epilator & hair styling tools!
Cnt wait to use em. XD
Team bonding last fri was FUN!! Wish our sch arrange more of such activities!! :DD

Addicted to this.. (;

shagged!

2010-10-28T21:16:00.002+08:00

school is sucking evry single energy of mine. -.-
1st two week, i kept cming late. This week im nt. Hopefully th rest of th week too. ((:
I miss Clementi! v th much! *sigh*
Service Transformer Workshop was friggin FUN!! made new friends! ^^
Tmr team bonding day.. I REALLY DON'T FEEL LIKE COMING.. bt attendence taken n its compulsory. SHUCKS! ¬.¬

HELLO mr eyecandies!! ;D

bleah..

2010-09-19T14:19:00.002+08:00

hving a religious parents is fine.
bt having 'em to b sooooo shallow minded is NOT FINE!
totally pissed right now.
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wonder whn i'll really grow up.
sensible. mature.
GOD pls guide me.
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trust is everything.
bt sometimes u need to listen to both side of th story before u decide on who u cn really trust!
n th blame is on me.
hw nice.
thank u for nt trusting me.
i'll rmmbr tt. (:
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finally its out!
i knw im slow.
bt hey..its alr out! ^^

DANG!!

2010-09-13T20:32:00.002+08:00

I swear BEV paper was friggin easy.. n there i had to forget th infos whn i needed 'em.. ugghh..

im screwed!! =.=
prolly gt a C or D..
*sigh*
CPA tmr.. hoping luck wud b on my side.. -.-"

2010-08-29T22:53:00.002+08:00

sch's tmr.. mann.. 2 weeks is not enuf.. seriously.. n with th upcoming exams, i bettr start mugging.. =.=

sneak peak of taylor's new song.. hopefully th full mv comes out soon!! cnt waitt!! ^^

Nothing is perfect in this world~

2010-08-23T02:26:00.002+08:00

No matter hw much i do to it..it still looks th same!! i jz hate it!! a lot! =.=

They say tt nobody is perfect. Then they say practice makes perfect. Ironic!

GOSH!! o.O

2010-08-21T22:34:00.002+08:00

I wonder..if someone asks u out n u refuse to nt bcos u dnt want bt bcos u cnt due to some reasons, does tt mean u dnt wanna mix ard with 'em animore??!! LOL!! tts jz shallow minded n childish much.. Pretty dumb huh? Oh well..wtv floats ur boat honey. (:

Joe looks so hot in here.. XD

The art of simplicity is a puzzle of complexity...

2010-08-18T02:21:00.003+08:00

Nw trying to save up for an itouch..
If i totally starve myself..it'll tke 10 weeks!!
bt i dnt think i cn bear a day without spending on anything.. hahahha
so i guess it'll tke me more thn 10 weeks.. oh mann.. =.=

Im soo addicted to this song!! hehs.. ♥♥
Listen to it!! ^.^

if only i cn knw wts in th future, thn i'd knw if we're meant for each other....

2010-08-05T00:58:00.005+08:00

Heyhey.. its alr AUG!! OMGieeee. :DD end of yr 1 is coming soon... = final yr exams coming up!! -.- GOSH! im soo nt prepared =.= YOG's nearing too so wishing all th participants especially those from S'pore a v good luck!! ((:

Yesterday was a v fun day!! ^^ Didnt expect to be in th same LRT as him!! He's soo cuteee!! And i found out tt he's in yr 1 jz like me!! Hw cool is tt?! TEEHEEE :DD So i dnt hv to worry abt nt being able to see him again nex yr.. hehehhe :p I saw Jase too. He smiled n nod at th same time as me. Weird. Cos both of us r like facing different directions. He's facing matrix while im facing th stairs leading to shop n save there. Mybe he's friend told him abt me being there? Oh well, wtv th reason is, i dnt really care. hahah. Towards th end of th day, Rai saw Wayne with a girl at the MRT/LRT(cnt rmmbr). Hmm, she may nt b jealous bt im sure she's curious abt who the girl is..Hopefully she's jz a friend eh.. (:

Library session today was fun! ^^ Tho at th beginning i fell asleep. hahahha. The session was interesting bt sorry..cnt help it uh. was really tired n sleepy.. so i doze off a lil bit there. :p hehs. After th session, ate dinner with ana. Later, Shaik, Mok and Raj joined us at th table.. We really had a lot of fun there! Laughed here and there till ana almost vomit out her fd and i hurt my stomach badly. LOL!! THey're really a bunch of funny fellas. Being with 'em, theres no guarantee tt u wun b LOL'ing' away!! hahahhaha

Finally mum reached home safely after a flight delay for a day due to some technical problems with th planes. -.- She bought me a reversible jacket and a bag!! I loikey!! :DD hheheehhe.. While my sister got an adidas jacket frm her.
Aunt bought me a top from chanel. Its reversible with leopard prints on one side n zebra/tiger prints on th other.(somethng like tt.. haha) I seriously dnt knw hw shud i wear it.. HUfft.. =.= Aunt also bought me a skirt n a long top with its pants (something like th punjabi clothes) While my sister gt jz a long drss frm her. But i dnt mind sharing those clothes with my sis.(cos i dnt really like 'em) I knw im being choosy n shud be more appreciative. But im sorry. Its jz nt my kind of wear.
-.- Maybe i'll wear 'em jz once?? haha. We'll jz see abt it later. ((:

See i told u yst was a fun day. :DD Oh well, gotta knock off nw. Its alr 3am! And ive gt sch tmr at 8!! -.- hehes. Before i go off, here's a song tt i currently like. "What if by Jason Derulo" ♥
Alright then..Toodless!! Till nex time! ^^

if only life's all about happy ending.... ((:

2010-07-27T22:27:00.003+08:00

Journey going home have nvr been so much better!! tehee... Theres more thn enuf of eyecandies for me bt i really wanna c TLA.. (taemin look alike).. heh.. Hopefully i gt to c him tmr.. ^.^

CRAZY WOMAN!! hw cud she do tt to my darling joon.. -.- hufft.. Evn if i were to love someone badly, i wudnt b tt obsessed crazy desperate lady.. -.-

Sights of u everywhere cud make me crazy!! Wowwheee.. :DD

2010-07-26T23:21:00.003+08:00

Sch was.. okayy.. hahha..nt much eyecandy..unlike at Clem.. Theres just countless of 'em!! XD hehehe.. But in general, its really tiring. Journeys to and fro sch took me at least 2 hours each!! UNBELIEVABLE can.. -.- tch tch. Wanna "lepak" with frnds aftr sch also no mood; too tired by thn. So jz went home straight..

Met Wayne jz nw.. Frm afar cudnt recognise him; afraid tt my eyes is playing ard with me.. LOL! Bt his pierced ear cleared all my doubts! HAHAH!! n strangely enuf..rai saw Jase at 7/11, kissing n hugging a girl! Mann.. i missd tt! Bt its ok. I knw u shud trust my own friends bt whn rai said she felt nothing aftr seeing tt.. weird..*scratching my head;tho its not itchy* hmm.. im upset today!! ddnt gt to see my taemin look alike!! sheesh! bt i saw my yoseob look alike tho.. heheh. And ths guy wearing a nerd specs. Both passed by my class (CMB). Maybe his classmates?? Tt guy was v tall uknw.. :DD cute! (: Like korean oppa.. tehee..

Was supposed to hang out with th girls at lot one bt i decidd to go home instead. Sorry girls. Thn Shaik begged n all asking me and ana to hang out with him. Actually he wanted to puff some sticks before heading home at th same time wanted to go home with us. So terpakselah wait for him. -.- Psst.. dd i tell u tt my heels pierced the earth soil after crossing th road otw to th void deck?? Pity earth.. sorry.. -.- hehs. :p Lucky none of my eyecandies r there.. else it'll be a day i shall nvr forget.. LOL!

Something weird hppnd to me jz nw whn i was waiting for service no. 38 at Tanah Merah MRT Station. Ard tt time, theres ths shuttle bus tt alight its passengers there; workers, NSmen n all sorts of ppl.. Thn theres ths guy, wearing all blue..frm th navy.. caught a glimpse of his nametag.."something something Gan" HE IS V V V V V V CUTEEE!!! The bonus part was tt he's th look alike of Joo Won aka Goo Ma Joon frm th King Of Baking OST. But ths look alike is much better looking thn Joo Won! teheee.. :DD After alighting from th bus, Ma Joon look alike walk n stand beside me.. -.- I swear my heart was racing laaa.. -.- hufft. Thn gt ths anthr cute chi navy guy. He alighted frm th same bus as Ma Joon look alike n stand behind me!! Gosh!! Thank goodness my bus arrived giving no chance to my clumsiness to come out!! Hahahahah.. Like earlier ths morning whn i saw Zul. Got all panicked bt managed to give him a smile n few secs ltr, i lose my balance n almost fell down!! LOL!!

Bt uknw, my auntie say "those frm navy are never faithful n loyal.." Is it true?? I realy wonder uknw.. -.-
Aniwaes, here's Lucifer MV frm SHINee's 2nd album:Lucifer ((:
Everyone looked diff especially my Taemin. I prefer his old hairstyle thn ths new one. -.- I really missed his old hairstyle tho. But thanks to my Taemin look alike, i wudnt hv to miss Taemin's old hairstyle! hehehhehe. ((;

i got you!! ((:

2010-07-03T17:02:00.002+08:00

One more day to sch!! Hopefully i cn wake up on time.. hehhe :p

♫♪Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright.
Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright...♪♫

Nice song rightt?? hahah LOVE IT LOTS LOTS!! ^^

♥♥

We could never learn to be brave and patient, if there were only joy in the world!

2010-06-28T23:47:00.009+08:00

Its half and hr to midnight now.. jz gt back frm eating out with his fam n my fam! It was fun! Strange enuf, i ate alot!!! -.- hehehe. So much for "I WANNA DIET!! " ((: But if its once in a while, its fine. Rightt?? hehs. :p
Then there's this 2 guys frm next table, they're like making funny noises or making funny moves. One of which sat kinda opp me (Mr A) while th other sat behind me (Mr B). N i kept taking glances at Mr A. hahah.. must've been really paisey for him. But before he make those noises, i do realise tt he kept taking glances on me. Weird ppl. Tch tch. Well he's fair bt nt my type. Don't know la y. But whenever i see guys these days, its nt like during th past when i gt all excited. Hhahahah. Best kann.. :p Chillax, im still straight. Jz tt.....Dnt knw laa... hahha Uknw, it'll b a great dinner if he was there too. But too bad he's serving his NS. -.- imh. hufft.

Uhh uknw yst, i was suppose to attend a wedding. So his parents fetched us frm home. There were 5 ppl; mum, dad, sis, aunt, n cuz. I ddnt tag along cos i refuse to as i knw it'll b squeezy in th car. Th car is a 5 seater car, but the longer version. N dd u knw smethng? Whn they returned, dad told me tt he specially arranged some pillows for me at back (th car boot). He thought i might b going to th wedding n arranged tt for me. Awww.. hw thoughtful of him. Thx! (: Im really touched! :DD

*Sigh. I knw i nvr had a bfie before but seriously, this song is stuck in my head!! v catchyy.. *^^*

♫♪Tak usah kira, kamu hebat. Ternyata kamu bukan sahabat.
Tak usah kira, aku marah. Malah mau ku kasi selamat.
Ambillah sajaaaa..bekas pacarku! (;♪♫ ♥

Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget

2010-06-27T15:33:00.008+08:00

Alohaaa.. *giggling*

haha. im in a v happy mood. ^^ met my darling babies last fri.. i hug th girls..n i admit, i truly misses them a whole lot!! but th weather had to ruin it all. -.- I was stucked at th bustop with mok, shaik, dila, nad, anthony, khai n madd. Most of them dcidd or gt no choice bt to jz run in th heavy rain to sch. While me, nad n dila, took zak's car. His mum is v friendly n kind. thx! Despite tt, my shoe was wet! TOTALLY! tch tch. But tt doesn't stop me from enjoying n appreciating th time with my fellow friends..

The sch.. it was v v v v v v v v v v v v v HUGE!! bigger thn me! *like duhh!! hahha* I think im gonna hv a v hard time navigating ard th sch for the first few weeks or even months! -.- hehehe.. But to be honest, i really miss Clementi. Theres jz soo much memories there. ((: At th end of th day, we gt to try out th food at th canteen or shud i say foodcourt.. hehs.. theres tons of my fav food!! totally th unhealthy ones! hahaha I tried th mee siam, ice kacang, epok2 sardines n jemput2. 100 points for th mee siam n ice kacang..:DD bt none for th epok2 n jemput2.. It was too oily n for th jemput2, was v v v chewy n hard! -.- had a hard time eating it. Ooohh, nt forgetting, i tried rai's nasi lemak. It was soo soft n fluffy!! NICE!! :D theres also burger ramly bt it was not open. *sigh* i guess whn sch has fully commence, thn it'll b opn?? heheheh.. cnt wait cnt wait..^^

I soo gotta say this.. My classroom is in PINK!!!! ooohh la laaaaa.. :p PRETTY MUCH!! teheeee..:DD n ouh, i freak out a lil bit evry time he did eye contact with me..-.- theres othr ppl there bt y me?? hmm..i think i dd smething wrng.. dd i?? O.o hopefully no.. N ouh, i saw ZUL!! Like countless of times!! (: But strange enuf, no sparks felt whnever i see him.. guess ive 'buried' him at Clementi.. hehe jz like rai 'buried' her one at somewhere.. forgottn where.. :p

At th end of th day, we were suppose to go th beach. Me, ikha n nad refuse to go n decidd to catch a movie at Orchard. Thing is i hate th beach; direct contact of th sun! -.- me no loikey.. hehe.. So we was on our way there whn mum called me n wanted to meet me at orchard to do some hunting for my sch stuff. (: Sorry girls ddnt gt to join u for th movies. Maybe nex time aites. (: Manage to buy a bag, a pair of sneakers since my flat was worn out, n a t-shirt. Mum wanted to bought me a few more pairs of heels for sch but i refused cos i gt like 3 pairs now. N i think it'll survive for ths yr or if im lucky enuf, for nex yr too.. ^^ Reached home ard evening. Bathe a while n thn went K.O. haahahha.

Came across this pic!! DAMN busted see.. bt v hilarious.. HAHAHAHAHAH..

Yesterday was such a great day!! :D went to bedok inter ard evening n bought myself a hyun joong's ez-link card sticker :DD heheheh. v v v v CUTE!! :p bt he'll look even more cuter if in tt sticker he smiled. -.- heh. At night, ard 10+, went to his hse with aunt, cuz n sis. While mum came ard 12+ as she gt smethng on. As usual, my heart skipped a beat whn i saw him. :p His skin tone got darker n he got thinner. The training must b really hard.. -.- Pity him. N today at 3, he has to gt back inside n will return home evry fri. He sent us back home at 1+. It was tiring but i don't really care cos i gt to c him. ((: DD i mentioned tt his hairstyle ws cute.. I swear i wanted to burst out laughing bt i stayed calm instead.. It'll b rude to 'LOL' in front of th person itself right?? hehe.. His head looks like a round ball! Cute kann.. hahahahha

Otw home, mum asked him about his life there. He said, he has to wake up at 5 daily cos there's only ONE toilet available. Yes. U ddn't heard wrongly. JUST ONE!! that one toilet tt has to b shared among all of th NSmen whose living in tt building. And, in ONE room, theres like FIFTEEN ppl staying inside. It must b really squeezy. He stayed at th fifth floor n there's lots of ants! There's even grasshoppers!! Worse of all, his room is v v v dusty. -.- He was told tt he was th first batch to occupy tt building after 5/6 years like tt. Ksian se. About supernatural disturbance, he ddnt encounter any. Thank goodness. Uknw, his day was soo occupied tt he gt no time to perform his daily five prayers. Fall in at 5.30. Breakfast at 6. Thn training all th way till 8 th earliest or at 9.30 th latest. After tt, u cn do ur own stuff n will usually board the train to dreamland at 10.30. Th good thing is tt, th food there are quite nice. hehe.. But still..after hearing all this, all i can say is one thing; Thank goodness we females are excused from doin NS. To b honest, i don't think i cn survive there. ~.~ hufft. EVER! ~.~

May everything went smoothly there. Take Care. ^^

One of my fav!! :DD

n oh ya.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!
Smoga panjang umur, murah rezeki, sehat selalu dan sentiasa bahagia.
((:

Teheee.. :D

2010-06-24T22:26:00.004+08:00

Slept at 3 ystrday.. n had to wake up before 11 cos gotta fetch my uncle frm indo at the changi airport. Left th house in such a hurry only to found out tt his plane will b landing at 1.03 instead.. hahah..so made use of tt extra time to went shopping at t3. Aunt bought a few stuff for my cuz n her hubby.. while i bought myself a new pair of butterfly necklace from chomel! PRETTY!! >Niwaes found a new koppa to b added to my koppas list! Teheee.. DONGWOON!!! heheheh..:p Heard he's is in Singapore with th members.. Hopefully he enjoyed my sunny lil country.. *^^* wtv it is, here's a pic of him n his members which made me went ooohh laa laaaaaaaa. :)
*found it frm doojoon's twitpic.. (;

CUTE RIGHTT?? :P
(from top left, gikwang♥,hyun seung,rapper,yoseob,bottom left doojoon n dongwoon♥)

OMGieee.. i'll b meeting my darling babies TMR!!! can't wait can't wait.. *^^* heeeee.. :D
May tmr'll b a fine day.. n ouh, i need to gt a new lanyard.. accidentally broke it.. -.- hehs..

Came across this pic.. I was like rolling ard on th floor; LOL'ing' away.. :P

kids these days.. tch tch.. hahahahhaha..

To love what you do and feel that it matters - how could anything be more fun?

2010-06-23T17:21:00.004+08:00

eloo.. founded ths jz nw n decided to share with u.. ^^

3:30am phone call.
Boy: Baby, I have no idea where I am.
Girl: Well what's around you?
Boy: Well there's a house next to me.
Girl: This is going to take a while, isn't it?
Boy: Most likely yes.
Girl: [turns on the light]
Boy: Holy crap! The light just turned on!
*this is soo CUTE laa.. hahahaha *^^*

This pic above somehow rather reminds me of u. -.-

I wonder how're u? are u ok? have u been eating well? hw was th training? dd u ever fell sick? etc etc.. theres jz soo many things i wanna ask..but i think its better to jz left as it is..

u're suppose to back home today frm ur BMTC today. are u home yet? imy. -.-

its funny how i wish i gt th strength to let u knw how much ily.

its funny how sometimes i wish my love cud b ur drug.

its funny how at times i say i dly animore bt deep inside i still do.

its funny how u in person cud make me go head over heels for u.

its funny how my love for u nevr fade away even after these long years.

its funny how when i caught u looking at me, i melted.

its funny how u started occupying my mind th moment u entered NS.

its funny how i wonder if u like me too.

its funny how even after all this, i can still say i don't like u anymore; trying to put a stop to all this.

i guess, no matter how hard i tried putting a stop to this,

i kept falling for u even more deeper......

Life now....

2010-06-21T14:22:00.007+08:00

Life now is... FUN! EXCITING! DIFFERENT! LOVELY! etc etc.. sorry wasn't able to update, been busy with life.. (: hmm lets c..

1st day: went to sch with my friend who's frm a diff course than me bt same intake. Found my class n sat down beside Rina. Sweet gal. all we dd was jz exchange smiles. -.- in class sat one corner bside th door. Hated my class tt time for being th not supportng class. When asked to cheer, not evn a single squeak heard; to th extent tt i gt such a pathetic class..with a v strict CA. first day itself, she checked on our attire n all.. DARN IT!! WT KIND OF SITUATION HV I GT MYSELF INTO.. TOTALLY REGRET GOING TO ITE. -.-

2nd day: came to sch super early. Forgot to check my timetble for class location. so practically was waiting outside th WRONG CLASSROOM!! hahahahah.. lucky Rai n Star saw me n called me. Entered class, made new friends. A lil bit better thn th 1st day. (: But 1 thing, class was separated into two sections. The male n fmale. -.- ddnt knw my class is a sexism. tch tch ~.~ THIS IS BETTER BUT Y MY CLASS SOO BORING! SHEESH! I WANNA GO HOME! TOTALLY NT LOOKING FORWARD TO SCH. *SIGH*

Few days later..before, during n after camp,: everyone bonded well with each other.^^ till now. well of cos theres th ups n downs..bt still we love each other. We're nw a big family!! no more awkwardness among us!! :D TOTALLY TKE BACK ALL MY WORDS. NOW I LOVE QB!! THEY'RE TH BEST!! ^^
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Tts sch! bt wt abt me? hah! i cn c, erm no, i cn feel tt im changed! More outgoing. Straightforward. Always lovey dovey. Flirty. Cheeky. Mischievous. Very open minded till ppl playfully labelled me as horny. -.- hahahah wt hppen to th old me? Ppl say if th change in u doesn't cause any fights/conflicts/misunderstandings, u've changed for th better. Really?? hehs. Oh well. wtv. Can't b bothered to think about all this. Just as long as im happy with myself, its alrighteyyy!! n of cos th happiness of th ppl ard me too.. ^^
Now is th hols. Mann.. im sooo BORED!! ughh.. Y can't sch cme FAST?!!-.- I miss 'em alr.. 3 weeks of hols.. = 3 yrs!! SHUCKS!! IM DYING OF BOREDOM HERE.. ~.~ buuuttttt.....There's always my k oppas to cheer me up.. tho its nt enuf..i cnt possibly ask for more right?? ;p I can't be greedy yaknw.. (;

*n oh! thx to tt someone, im nw hooked with both th MV n th song.. -.- teheee.. *^^*

♫♪...why don’t u get it? Baby let me love ya love ya love ya!! ♪♫ ♥♥♥

hallo.. ^^

2010-03-18T13:51:00.006+08:00

It has been quite sometime since i last blog. haha.
it's confirmed that i watch teevee more thn being on the net. LOL!

My aunt's coming over this sat. can't wait! wuhoo!
I'm going indonesia again, this tue. n will be back on the 30th of march. (:
Dad n sis nt going tho cos of work n sch. -.-"
Need to bring lotsa lots of sunblock cos we're going ziarah. Somewhere at the end of Indonesia. I heard its going to take a day to reach there. So from Jakarta, will b visiting my gdaddy at tasik before to the ziarah place. Not sure where it is. I'll check with mum later. ^.^ And what excites me is tt, we're going there by train i heard. :D It's going to b my first time taking train in Indonesia! hahaha. Hopefully the rumours r true. :p

After returning frm Indonesia, i'm left with TWO weeks before school starts. Gosh, im sooooooo NERVOUS! haha!! Honestly if u were to ask if im prepared, my ans will b NO! LOL! At the moment, i only have a sch bag, water bottle, watch n some shirts.
I still need my...
shaver,
hair removal cream,
heels,
hair accessories,
wallet,
sunblock,
long pants for PE,
either jacket/blazer,
socks,
maybe make up... and the list goes on... hahaha...
ugh, this is v stressing. The teacher said, i need to wear heels always, make up, hair tied in bun etc etc. It makes me wonder, am i going to school or going to work? -.-" n Oh, my course unis is long shirt n skirt with a bow. For guys it'll be long shirt n pants with a tie? i guess... hehs. I'm from the east, going to school in the west. Mann.. ~.~ N waking up early is the most difficult thing to do. :p gotta train myself then. :D Sufiah, Hwaiting! :D
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She's forgiven me. I still can't believe it. Thanx. U really do have a big heart. Wish u all the best in ur life. (:

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Went out with Mao last monday. It was really tiring cos we went out since morning. :D
Went to MOE, to get my laminated cert thn went to far east plaza to search for heels n jackets/blazers before heading to bugis's banquet. Found plenty of heels n blazers, bt cudnt buy them cos need to show mum first. I admit at times, she has better taste thn me. HAha! It was already 6+ in the evening so carelessly, i took a cab home. I forgot it was peak hour n i had wasted 20bux for the whole journey. ooohh. -.-"

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Last last wednesday, my aunt came down to s'pore with her husband n her husband's secretary through Batam. Sis was schooling, dad was working, mum gt something on, therefore i had to go down to Tanah Merah ferry terminal. Once there, she told me she's still at Batam n hv nt yet board the ferry n it will be at World Trade Centre (WTC) I was like "ur previous sms said tt u've already at Tanah Merah. N y the sudden change of venue. -.-" So gotta went down all the way to WTC. This time nt alone cos met mum halfway. Seems like she's done with her things. HEhs. From WTC, went to Chinatown then ate at this indian muslim restraunt which is beside Chulia Mosque before praying at the mosque. The food there is suprisingly delicious. It was my first time. The briyani rice is the best. The meat is very tender n not much energy is required for me to chew it. *^.^* ♥ ♥ ♥ Five star for the restraunt! HAha! After praying, we went to Orchard. She bought some souvenirs n a Giorgio Armani's lady watch. Her husband bought himself a Nokia N90 phone. I know its an old model bt he just loves tt phone n told me tt in Indonesia, tt model is no longer sold. Then by 9pm, we went to WTC to catch their last train. Unfortunately, they can't board the ferry cos the gate has closed. -.-" So they stay over at my house. Poor them. Too busy shopping tt they forgot abt the ferry. HEhs. Before heading home, we went to a watch shop n she bought for me an adidas watch! black n gold in color! Love it alot! thx aunt! *^.^* Thn we went to Makam Habib Noh to pay a visit before heading to simpang bedok to eat our dinner. I know its too late to be called dinner, but tt was our dinner. HEhs. :p They said they're visiting again when they're free. It wun b for a day like tt time. Can't wait! Can't wait! :D

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WHoa..tts a v long blog. Too much stories to tell tts y. :p This is what happen when i blog after a few weeks since my last blog. LOL!

This song is my lullaby! HAha! Love this song! T-ara, HWAITING! *^.^*

Its really The End.. -.-"

2010-02-26T12:22:00.005+08:00

*sigh* I just don't know where should i start. Currently not in the mood for anything. Just lost a friend. A special one. No one can ever replace her. I admit its my own stupidity. How i wish i could rewind back the time and ensure all this to never happens. Its my own loss. I really regret it a lot. If u were to know, I was truly sorry for what i did and i know saying sorry is not good enuf. It was a grave mistake tt theres nothing i cud do to make up for it. I deserves it.
You don't have to change ur no. I won't msg u anymore if tts wt u want. Im sorry for being a nuisance there.
Since i'm always tempted to text her whenever i see my phone, i decided to switch it off and place it under piles of folded clothes in my wardrobe. I will start using my phone again when school start on 12th of april 2010. I'll be busy with school then and i won't get the chance to text her. Hopefully there'll be enuf distraction for me whn school start. To the others, i'm sorry i have to resort to this. I hope u guys understand. In case of emergency, email me or call my home no.
I am v depress about this whole thing. But i don't want to be a loser sitting one corner crying all day. Therefore, i'll keep myself busy doing housework and stuff. I have to. Tears do welled up in my eyes at times in the day. When tt happens, i'll clench my fist, grit my teeth n say "i hv to b strong" repeatedly. It works yesterday and hopefully it will till i start school. By night time i'll be too tired to think of anything and just go to sleep. If ever i find myself crying before sleep, i'll quickly grab my sis's ipod or mum's radio. I hope it helps. Else i'll find other ways to stop myself from crying before sleep.

I really want u back, but i know, theres no more chance left for me. -.-"
*sigh*
Again, i'm saying i'm truly sorry... ~.~"

^^

2010-02-10T12:06:00.004+08:00

Went thru a lot ths past few days..weeks..months.. -.-"
Honestly in whole, i was unstable. tch tch..
Must b cos i was stuck at home for too long alr.
School'll commence on 12th of apr.
Approx. 2 mnths frm nw. *sigh*

I'm fine now.
Decidd to b happy, irritating, cheerful etc etc. like those days where no matter wt hppnd, im still smiling.
I've found myself! my old me! tho a lil bit diff. Bt i'm tt happy girl next door. (;
I got lost in myself.
Thx to u, i've found it back.

♪ ♫ mal hago shipo
oh! oh! oh! oh! opparul saranghae
ah! ah! ah! ah! mani mani hae ♪ ♫

♥ ♥ ♥ *^^*

...

2010-01-25T10:39:00.005+08:00

I failed my Os.
Again.
3 times in a row.
I must b totally an idiot.
I'm sad, frustrated, angry, jealous.
*sigh*

Its all up to my parents now.
Whatever they suggest, i'll do it.
Afterall, i'm sure they'll probably choose the best for me.

To all who passed their O's, congratulations. (:

My life is ....
Friends.
They don't trust me.
Even if they do, i'll always gt to know things last.
In short, I must've been a really bad person. -.-"
Or, i'm nothing in their eyes.
Or, they befriend me cos they pity me?
Some, make use of me.
*sigh*
Oh well.
Just my luck.
I guess.. -.-"

ALONE/ IM A LONER. suits me. (:

Frustrated.

2009-12-31T11:47:00.006+08:00

To everyone, i wud like to wish u a happy new year in advance. May 2010 wud b an enjoyable year for all us. Good luck n all the best! *^^*

:p

2009-12-22T20:40:00.007+08:00

Wuhoo, its been quite some time till i last blog. I hate holidays. Uknw why? I can't go out with friends anytime. It's like my parents want all for themselves. Sheesh. Apart from that, my sis rule the computer. *sigh* I'm like soo looking forward to getting my own lappy next year. Only then, i won't have to be upset about her ruling the comp. haha.

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Uknw, i'm soo lucky to have her as a friend. I'm sorry i may not be a gd friend to u n our different beliefs cause u to feel upset at times. I do know u want the best for me. I thank u for ur patience. I'm a stubborn person. So it takes time for everything. I'll give n take to everything for ur sake. I'll be the one whose at loss if i were to lose u. In this sophisticated world, no one can ever replace u. So please don't ever try to cut off contact with me aites. (:

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Been busy these days doing some spring cleaning. I love my room. It's soo tidy n neat n dust free!! hehs. Despite all that, i manage to visit cotton on n got myself a silver sequin sneakers for school n a silver eyeshadow just now! haha. Credits to Fyre. There was a small reunion yst among my sec sch girlfriends, but i ddn't attend cos i was really busy. Sorry girls. Some other times aites.

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Snce i've lost my phone, i got a new one as a birthday present from my darling. Its non other thn Fyre! Thx! She sacrifice her wants just to buy that for me. I'm touched. (: C i told u, aren't i lucky to have her as a friend. ^^ This is one of the many reasons why i'm willing to give n take for her sake. My dear God, i hope u'll let us be in the same sch, course n class n may our friendships last forever. (; Whatever u've said that day regarding this, can u pls take it back? Thank u. hehs.

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Next week's already january. My Olvl results are getting nearer n nearer. Im scared. I do not wish to upset the people around me especially my parents. Therefore i really hope that i'd do well this time round. To all 2009 Olvl candidates, i personally wish u good luck n all the best! May we all pass our exams with flying colours n got into our dream courses! *^^* Amin. (:

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I love this song. A heartbreaking love story. *sigh*

Happy Birthday Unni!! ;D

2009-11-20T01:23:00.010+08:00

"Saeng-il chookha hamni da
Saeng-il chookha hamni da
Sarang ha neun fyre unni
Saeng-il chookha hamni da!!"

Wish u a long and happy life.. May God bless u.. May u pass ur exams and get into ur dream course.. May our friendship last long..in fact FOREVER! insyaallah..amin.. :) Lastly, may u achieve whatever plans u had for the future..Stay happy and cheerful ALWAYS.. ;) Oh ya.. May u found ur dream guy fast! (can't wait to see who wud be ur first guy.. hehss..;p)erm.. niwaes.. Here's something for u.. ;p

"Hey..i heard its ur b'day.. so.."

"...this is for u!!.. I hope u like it..
Happy birthday! ;p..."

"A special day to wish a special lady a Happy Birthday!! ;D"

"Thank you for always supporting me.. Since
i'm back, let's go out n celebrate your b'day!
um..u don't mind taking a day off from work
today wud u? ;p pleeaasseee.. ;)"

"Hey lady..Happy b'day!! I hope i'm not too selfish by saying
this > (I wanna, come to me girl) ;p.. Stay happy and smile always
cos u look cute whenever u smile.. ;D.."

"When God made u he was having a good day! cos u're so special , so kindhearted; that just can't be describe by words ... Happy Birthday!"

heee.. ;D

2009-11-19T21:47:00.010+08:00

Don't be sad oppa.. u guys aren't meant to be together.. Cheer up! :D u gt unni nw.. ;)
p.s left a few more hours to unni's b'day!! ;D

hmm..

2009-11-18T11:45:00.013+08:00

A week has passed and it felt like a year has passed.. ugh.. I'm bored..VERY!.. *sigh* No friends to go out with..cos they're either busy with their poly stuff or simply working as a part/full timer.. pff.. The worse thing is that I think I've gained weight..cos i swear staying at home makes me hungry every single minute.. I'm not exaggerating..really.. ~.~" .. And I'm really annoyed cos yesterday's outing was cancelled as angel was not feeling well.. *sigh* Get Well Soon aites.. :)

Losing a handphone is not fun at all cos you lose a part of you.. (contacts, pictures, and things that kept u entertained whenever you're bored like music, videos and games..) Next year it'll be new friends, new teachers, new environment and new phone!! haha..

hmm..talking about new friends..I'm really afraid that I won't get a friend like fyre.. She's really special and different in many ways..and I thanked God for letting me met and befriend such a wonderful person like her..I really appreciate it soo much.. :D .. She never skip her prays, religiously educated, happy go lucky (in a gd way), high taste, honest, loyal, give perfect sensible opinions.. Most IMPORTANTLY, she NEVER go clubbing or drinking!!.. I can't say that the reason is because she wear a headscarf..cos there's this friend of mine whom her brother claims that, "you don't be surprise to find that there'll be people who goes clubbing despite wearing tudung or having a decent look. N don't think that these people is not religiously educated." I was really taken aback when my friend told me this.. They say it's A TREND.. huh?! You've gotta be kidding me people.. So are you telling me that if dropping out of school is a trend, u guys would do it?! Whoa!! ROUND OF APPLAUSE FOR YOU!! All I could say is that u must be a really SELFISH person.. I know it's your own future and i shouldn't interfere in any way but have you guys gave a thought to your parents? They've worked hard day till night everyday and sometimes worked overtime so that the extra money could be use to pay for your tuition fees n bla bla bla.. I really pity them.. -.-"

I saw a mother entered a bikini shop together with her daughter.. Waah.. Worse thing is that the mother wears a headscarf!; a muslim! People praying only when they need help from God.. People change their religion cos of their boyfriends then when everything is over between them, they revert back to their original religion.. Seriously, what do u take God for? uggh.. LISTEN..religion is NOT a game/ a toy where you change your religion as and when u like!!.. What are this people doing?.. I just CAN'T seem to understand their way of thinking.. really.. *sigh*

The modern world is too westernise now but still that should'nt be a reason for you to do things like that.. As a muslim i'm sure u guys knew what's right and what's wrong especially when God have gave you a brain of your own to THINK!! I know it's just a part of our body but still there's a reason for every part of it.. e.g. teeth to CHEW..have you ever imagined how is it like to not have them?; you won't know what is crunchy/crispy like..your food will be water based food.. boring right? cos there's no variety in your food.. -.-" So we should be thankful that we are born perfect in a way that we are not born handicap like some people out there.. Consider yourself lucky.. I'm not trying to scare you but you'll never know when is your last day on earth..

I admit no one is born perfect.. But it's up to the individuals whether they want to do something about it or merely being ignorant to it.. For me, i'm still changing to be a better person..In fact there's a saying that goes,

"There is nothing wrong with change if it's in the right direction."
~ Winston Churchill
If there's anyone out there 'terase' i'm sorry but don't be 'perasan' aites.. I'm just saying this in GENERAL.. If u don't agree with what i've said prove me wrong then.. (:

"To know what is right and not to do it is the worse cowardice."
~ Confucius

:D

2009-11-11T20:52:00.017+08:00

Its over!! finally.. hahah.. today is the happiest day of my life as it was the last day of my Olvl examinations..
This year, time really flies.. Can't believe that my exams are really over! hehss.. but I'm glad its over cos I can't wait for my Dec shopping spree!! yayy!!.. I'm sure to miss those people I made friends with during the examinations.. especially that shasha.. She and her Shah Rukh Khan stories.. lolol.. funny girl.. She does have her own unique way to make us laugh before our papers.. Other people's expressions were worried; afraid they might screwed up later n all.. but here we are laughing and giggling one corner listening to her stories.. :D

Before the paper, me and fyre went price hunting for jeans.. lol.. *sempat kan? hehss.. yea i know* then I saw LG chocolate phone! The very same one that SNSD and F(x) advertised.. But then..this friend of mine said "The design tk lawa se" straight to my face.. pff.. hmm it's ok la cos i'm getting a new phone at the end of this month.. hee.. :D.. *erm not me tho but someone getting it for me..* [ you knw who you are..thx alot.. :) ].. Today was such a hot day.. I was practically sweating like a pig from the moment i left my house.. pff.. And oh ya..I finally know that guy's name; from the first day I saw him..I was like wondering who's this cutie that looks soo friggin familiar; an anugerah singer if im not wrong.. haha.. This is what happen when I spent most of my free time on Korea.. (drama, music..etc..) lolol.. But who cares..I'm like soo totally into Korea ever since I watched my first Korean drama; Winter Sonata.. *^.^* a very sad yet romantic love story.. :)

Putting that aside, we reached school just in time for the paper.. haha.. Then i saw something weird.. 'Najibun' had a new haircut which soo totally doesn't suit him! :D With that new haircut, his face looks rounder.. lololol.. Not only that, my hyung jun look alike also got a new haircut.. I do understand that you want a haircut like Jay oppa but please..it's like soo doesn't suit you. Instead of looking hot, you look like an 'ah beng'.. :p.. hopefully someday, when i see you again, your haircut would be different.. hehs.. If only we were friends, I would've 'tegured' you about it already.. haha.. but too bad we weren't.. :p..

After the paper, we took some pics.. Everyone is uploading them at their facebook a/c.. *sigh*sigh*sigh.. if only I have one.. hmm..maybe i'll create one later..(which I don't know when.. lol.) Our last pose was a group photo..guess who helped us took it?..It's that ...... (secret..haha) ugh.. thanks eh shasha.. I seriously cannot smile and pose properly.. hurhur.. ~.~" .. Funny thing was that i wasn't the only one who's like that.. hahah...how cute is that.. :D .. I'm sad nita didi wasn't there..I think she 'ran away' knowing that we want to take a pic with her.. pff.. It's ok didi..Im never gonna make your life at peace..muahahaha.. *just joking :p*

Today's day was ended perfectly when me and fyre took a group photo with our ex classmates from our private school.. haha.. Yayy!!.. Didn't expect to meet them at bedok inter just now.. :D.. They were the cutest and friendliest guys in our class.. lol.. Then we met another classmate; the quietest one.. we just managed to say 'hi' cos he seems to be in a hurry.. Suddenly i'm starting to miss my private school friends.. Wonder how they did for their Olvls.. If only I have their numbers..I would've contacted them and asked about it already.. Hopefully they did fine.. :)

Hmm niwae..if u think u did badly for any of ur papers, don't be sad.. there's one thing you could do - pray for miracles.. wish everyone the best for their results next year.. :)

"What's the use of worrying? It never was worth while.
So pack up your troubles in your old kit-bag,
and smile, smile, smile."
~ George Asaf

ehem ehem.. Someone's b'day coming up.. :D Sorry I can't sms u.. but i'll call u for sure.. n oh ya..thx for telling me abt that Big Bang Jap. album song.. Really love it! heee.. :D

:'(

2009-10-29T16:30:00.011+08:00

Finally..eng and maths papers were OVER!! left my sci.. *sigh.. i screwed up my maths paper 2..
really hope for a miracle now from God..

Tuesday night talked with Fyre and Rezeira about China. Guess what?, cats and dogs which was supposed to be kept as pets, they killed and eat them! I vomitted when i saw the video at youtube.. uggh.. SICK PPL!!..

Wednesday was the worst day of my life!
Firstly, maths paper 2 was friggin hard!.. Right after the paper, tears welled up in my eyes.. I swear there wasn't enough time to finish the paper.. *sigh*sigh*.. totally crushed my dreams in getting a B3/4 for it.. U're right Rezeira..maths paper 2 was like a bullet that killed us all!! argghh.. Paper 1 on the other hand, gave me lots of hope..and in less than 24 hours, 2 1/2 hours to be exact!, my hope shattered.. pfft.. I shan't talk about it anymore.. its already over.. Now just need to work hard for my sci papers next week..

In addition to all that, i lost my darling LG KF350. Ice cream phone!! It was a gift from my parents earlier this year cos i wanted it badly.. the phone was with me for only 7 months! ugh.. irritating much.. erm.. yea yea..i know it was my own fault for carrying a transparent bag to school.. Whoever took it..i wish u'll be punished severely by God! Everyone knew that stealing is a bad thing..yet that person did it.. 1st thing 1st..why must it be me? What wrong have i done??.. I don't remember making any enemies in that school.. *sigh* My dad said its 'kifarat'.. Maybe God is preparing something big and better for me.. Even Ris said that.. I hope its true.. I miss my phone though..cos i'm not used to pass a day without messaging my darling friends.. pff..

"I know that God is fair. That's why, what goes around, comes around."

At loss..

2009-10-23T11:29:00.011+08:00

Yesterday's sci practical was fine though i screwed up a little.. but, that wasn't the thing.. Someone trusted me to back away from this person. I was really doing well there but towards the last few minutes, i ruined it. In fact, i started a conversation with this person. Now this someone no longer trust me. In fact never!

Now she doesn't see me as her close friend anymore. pfft.. -.-" It's my fault anyways. She's a really good friend. She keeps on giving me chances countless times and yesterday was truly my last chance. I'm nothing in her eyes now. Wether i like it or not i can't do anything about it. I really hate myself. I'm such a very bad person. Well let me list it out why i say that..
- i keep changing friends. When i'm bored with that person i found myself finding another new friend.
- i'm a hypocrite
- i backstabbed my friends.
- i always say or do without thinking.
- i seldom keep my friends interest at heart.
- i'm always selfish.
- i'm a stubborn person.
- i'm always sarcastic.
- i'm sensitive and always get worked up easily..

Whoaa!! that much?! It's funny huh? i hated such people but here i am being like that. I really should put a stop to this fast! I'm desperate to change for the better. I've seen my friends changed for the better. If they can do it..i can too. I'm so looking forward to this. Reasons why i'm doing this is to gain back her trust and of course to be a better person.

"I have accepted fear as a part of life - specifically the fear of change. I have gone ahead despite the pounding in the heart that says: turn back..."
~ Erica Jong

I'M NERVOUS!! ~.~

2009-10-22T11:14:00.009+08:00

Believe it or not.. its 11+ nw.. and left a few more mins before i report to school for my Olvl sci prac exam.. URGHH!! i don't think i'm ready.. IM SOOOOO NERVOUS!!..

I wonder how my unni did.. I think by now she's in the detention room till the shift 4 studnts entered.. pfft.. -.-" God..i now pray to u may the paper be easy..

"Doing your best is more important than being the best."
~Anonymous

*hmm..i shall do my best then.. :)*

i'm stress.. -.-"

2009-10-21T21:13:00.005+08:00

Ughh.. tomorrow's my sci practical paper!! I'm nervous. Time really flies this year. I mean like..it felt that just yesterday my parents gt me enrolled into this private school. And now i'm already sitting for my O lvls AGAIN!!.. Don't you think it's too fast?! Gosh!..i really need to do well this year. Books are my bestfriends now.. really.. *sigh*sigh*sigh*

Putting tt aside..someone's itouch has alr arrived!! heee *^.^*

i miss my unni badly.. -.-" ..I admit i did her wrong..n i regret it a whole lot.. ~.~
"unni, i'm sorry.."

Even if you are on the right track, you'll get run over if you just sit there!
~ Will Rogers

*hmm..its not too late for me thn.. heee.. ;)*

Goodbye..

2009-10-21T17:32:00.007+08:00

Today's my last day in school. And i can't believe that it has already over. The lovely friends i met and the caring teachers i spent my time with in that school..those memories shall never be forgotten.

I still remember how i dread going to a private school to repeat my O levels. I was afraid of not being able to adapt cos the moment i stepped into class, everyone seems like a stranger to me.
But now, even though it'll never happen, i wished for just another day in school. *sigh*

My dear friends and teachers, i'll miss you guys! keep in touch alright? :)

"Goodbyes are not forever.
Goodbyes are not the end.
They simply mean I'll miss you
Until we meet again! ."
~ Author Unknown